Yup, when you just stop for awhile and take a look back, you can see that time sure flies... Though if you look back too often, then the 'magic' kinda goes away (or 'doesn't work' might be more fitting). I used to look back a lot. But now, being busy almost all the time, I haven't had the chance to look back for a long time, and it really surprises me how much time has passed. Time flies...

Aaanyway, it's the fasting month, and I'm really looking forward to the coming holidays (where we get a few days off and get to go home). I may sound like a broken record, but I miss my girl.

Haven't been doing much drawing or painting lately. Same excuse as always, "I've been very busy", "I stuck on ideas" and all that, but that's just what they are, excuses. The real reason is plain and simple, I just don't have the kind of commitment like most of the people here. To be good at anything, you have to have the right amount of commitment, and that's why I'm not so much of an artist as much as someone who likes to draw stuff now and then. Don't get me wrong, I have passion, just not the commitment. And I'm not trying to feel sorry for myself or beat myself up for it, I'm fine with it. I'm weak with colors, my lines are messy. Sometimes I try hard, and sometimes I just don't care. And it's not something like "I can do better, I just didn't feel like trying on this one". How do I know I can do better if the drawing is done and finished? Even if you could copy the same idea, subject and pose from your previous drawing and make it better, but the fact is that it isn't the same drawing. You've finished the old one and now you're making a new one. But I'm just rambling on and on and on here... Heh...

Well, till next time I decide to ramble on...

Sin, signing off...